Saturday, July 18, 2009

Growing up

The emotional tortures, why doesn't it ever go away?
As time passes, isn't one suppose to get use to everything?
Why is the frustration and tears still there?
Why does the tears flow for no reason?
Why does the urge to scream doesn't ever go away?
Why does the ability to laugh naturally seems far-fetched?
Why does memories cause you to lose control?
Why does staring into space become a daily routine?
Why does the feeling to curl up into a ball and shut yourself away from the world seems welcoming?
Why do you feel like you're losing your mind?
Why do you feel hopeless?
Why can't the tears stop?
Why can't anyone stop the pain?
Why can't everything be as it was?
Why can't anything seem to be able to cheer you up?





Why does growing up hurt so much?
Why do we have to grow up?

3 comments:

CaMy said...

OMGGG dear, I'm same as you here. Every single point you wrote, I experienced too. I know how you feel, the urge of scream, trying hard to laugh naturally and to stop yourself from dropping tears. Yup, indeeed, growing up is diffcult, and hurt summore =( Awwww, we're like two of a kind, haih, let us stay strong together, and believe that both of us can make it ONE DAY :)

CaMy said...

Hope that day comes soon.... so that we wont be that suffering right? =)

Chocoholic said...

yeaaaaa... so glad to have someone that understands... =) sometimes its just so hard to express ur feelings eh =) hugs...