I can survive...hopefully

7 more weeks. to home. Ah, why does time seems to be crawling??? It's been hell here. The environment sucks so much that I don't think its conducive for learning. =( Sometimes I get really stress out here. No, my studies are not that hard, it's the people. Everywhere I go I'll see people studying till I get so sick of doing so. It amazes me how amazingly hardworking people here can be. I can fall asleep to the sound of someone studying and rise in the morning to see the exact same person at the exact same place doing the exact same thing. Ah, and my sanity. I'm afraid I'm losing it. Blame the environment.My mind keeps seeming to bug me to do things that I'm not required to do. And if I don't do so I'll be left with a guilty feeling. Talk about abnegation. I've been practising it voluntarily. =/ On a lighter tone, after tomorrow I'll be having raya hols! for a week! =) Sadly, I'm unable to spend it at home =(. Oh well. At least its hols. By the way, the computer lab in my hostel decided to take it's Raya hols too. Starting from today till 6 Oct. So much for having more computer time during hols. =S. How convenient.



Anyway, just celebrated my birthday today with a couple of my friends. Had a nice multi-racial birthday party. First ever I guess. =) And it was really fun. Had tons of pizza courtesy of my parents. Thanks Mum. Thanks Dad. I miss them so much =(. And this is also the first year ever that I'm celebrating my birthday far far from home. Missed that homey feeling and my mum's home made stuff. Nothing beats my mum's cooking and my bro's bbq-ing. =) Fascinating how the human mind only starts to really appreciate all the simple little things in life when its hard to get. Lesson of the day: appreciate everything that happens no matter what. LOL.



I think I had too much pizza. Its 0039 and I'm still here blogging hyper-actively. Having classes and a test tomorrow. Oh well. Lets countdown again. =)

3 days till I turn 18 * hint hint*

1 week of Raya hols

3 weeks of mad-dashing to finish our 1st sem syllabus

2 weeks of study leave

1 week of finals

and then...

sigh... HOME =)

i love i love.

praying hard that I'll survive.



By the way, many thanks to my family for the wonderful birthday.

And my ever so caring housemates. Ah, I think their personal goal in life is to get me to eat unhealthily. =P LOL kidding.

And my ever so ever so loving friends. I heart you all.

Bloated chocoholic gotta get tons of water into her system and try to sleep.

mwah mwah

nite nite

Four floors up

Yup, am blogging from four floors up for the very first time. Am typing furiously on my housemate's laptop which she kindly lent me to update my blog/keep in touch with the internet world/ do something other than studying >.<. Ah, sorry for the lack of updates. Haven't been quite in the mood for blogging and was too lazy to go hunt around for a computer to do so. Plus was feeling really crappy the previous weeks, don't ask me why, mood swings I guess. LOL.

Oh and guess what, we had a moment (a VERY slight moment ) of joy when we were informed that we were allowed to wear short sleeves around our hostel and college. For a day. And the new dress code was abolished today. Because someone didn't approve it. >.<

Oh, and I've been having tests practically every week>.< So much to adding to my already very crappy mood. Anyway, am counting down the weeks till i can get home! HAHAHA 9 more weeks baby! and i'll be back home. Away from this crappy place. *grins* That's the thing that keeps me going. Oh well.

2 more weeks to Raya hols. 2 more weeks to my birthday and 9 more weeks till I get home. =) Am in the mood to go wandering round KL this weekend. =)

For now, tata. =) will blog again when I get the mood to. Take care guys. =)